… floated through the world just wanting to hug everyone and listen to them and share with them? And say sorry for the ways you may have been an asshole? And make music together? And then hug them again?
… swum out into lake Michigan on a sparklingly sunny summer day and floated on your back in that thin little layer of habitably not freezing water on top and let the little mini lake waves rock you back and forth as your loose hair tickled your shoulder blades and you closed your eyes and stretched your arms wide?
… sat at a kitchen table in the middle of a city in the middle of your heart and listened to the soundtrack from Spirited Away and felt tears well up to the tune of your love for the people you have met during this whole year in a country you were 2.5 months from being born in?
… procrastinated buying a plane ticket to buy time for excuses to stay in a place that has marked an epic/epoch transformation in your life, caused stretch marks in your conception of self, marked your heart?